Yesterday September first, I went to the park to walk and pray in the spirit. 

When I had just arrived, Arielle texted me, telling me to call her. 

I called right away, and she let me know her landlady didn’t want me to stay with her, so I needed to find another place to stay. 

I asked if that meant tonight (last night), but she said tonight should be fine and asked me what I would do. 

I told her I would pray, and that is exactly what I did. 


I walked around the park for at least two hours while I prayed in tounges. 

I asked the Holy Spirit for direction. 

I said tell me what to do, and I’ll do it. 

I didn’t get much direction while I walked, but after about an hour, I felt “I already have it” rise up in my spirit. 

I rejoiced and thanked God but still asked what I was supposed to do. 

I have it, yes, but what is the plan? 

what would you do?

When my feet told me to sit, I left the park and found a comfortable place in the library. I believe the library will be a favorite spot of mine. It has such a beautiful view. While sitting down, I started to feel tired, but my mind was still racing. I have felt peace this whole time with an occasional bit of anxiety trying to butt in. 

Though now there was something else. 

I felt like God was saying, “If everything was taken care of, what would you be doing right now?

 Probably working on the business, learning to draw, reading the Bible, or some other book. 


So I decided to do just that though I got caught up in some job hunting. 

I know. 

I’m not perfect. 

That morning before I headed to the park, I set up an appointment with Kyah to meet at five about renting a room with her and her sister. 

I stank after all my walking around, so after picking Arielle up from work at Charis, I took a shower then we left for the meeting. 

At first, I didn’t want Arielle there, and I’m not sure why. 

The only reason I can think of is that I imagined the meeting going a certain way, and Arielle would interrupt what I had in mind. 

Nevertheless, I’m glad she came. 

She asked the important questions I may have forgotten, and she kept us on track. 

Honestly, I wasn’t sure if the room was even available because I wasn’t sure how to decipher a few of Kyah’s messages, but I found that it was not only available, but I had been the first interviewee since I kept on them. It turns out that they were hoping to find someone without a vehicle so we could fit another person in and lower the rent. 

That made me the perfect candidate, and the house is only two minutes away from Arielle, which made it the absolute perfect location for me. 

I can’t move into it till the thirteenth of this month, but I felt better about asking friends to stay over when I have a time frame of stay.


Thinking back on it, I did receive some direction on paying for the rent while in the park. I’m not sure everyone will agree with the method, but after really examining it, there doesn’t seem to be a problem. 

I’m not sure why I thought it wasn’t a good option, to begin with. Today I went on the Charis bulletin board and found someone needing help with their four-and-a-half-year-old daughters. They sound like they are in a similar situation as my friend the Lord asked me to help when I first moved up, so the pay wouldn’t be the best, but I believe God put me in a position where this would work for me. 

Also, I believe the little lady can be dropped off with me, so I don’t have to go anywhere. 

This will allow me the freedom to get more work done and school. 

I have been feeling a desire to become close to a little girl and spend time with her one-on-one, so I believe this is a God thing. 

We will know when the time comes. I don’t like to say things are from God when I’m not sure, but this is how I feel. 

I would love this job, and like every job before, I don’t do it for the money. God always provides for me even when I’m not working.😂 

My mom won’t like it, but all she needs to know is that I have a nanny position where the little lady comes to my house. 

I feel blessed just thinking about it.

back home

I feel like God has always brought me back home. 

And when I say home, I mean a safe, quiet place I can work on my assignment. 

I am at home wherever Jesus is.

 The one thing I do want to save extra money for is the ring for my birthday. 

There are some other things, but that’s what I really want; the other things can wait. 

I am abundantly blessed to be in Woodland Park, where I can attend Freedom and work on the assignment God has given me.

 Although I haven’t received confirmation from the mother, and I will need to meet her in person, I feel God putting all the pieces together for me, and I feel His love like a fire in my heart. I could barely sleep last night. 

I am so excited about what is ahead.


In His service,



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