I need to sleep because tomorrow is the day I’m moving out, but I wanted to get something down. 

I have a bit of an issue with trying to help everyone. I don’t even process what it will take for me to go through with something before I jump up and try to help. 

That doesn’t seem bad, but I need to ask the Lord if I should do something before I say yes.

 It may seem cliche and sound like a no, but I need to learn how to say let me pray about it.


 It’s hard to say no when someone asks for help.

 It doesn’t seem like it’s Godly. 

Honestly, what would Jesus do? 

He definitely spent lots of time with the Lord separate from people, but saying no feels like I’m the priest who passed by the guy half-dead at the side of the road. 

The more I learn, the more I realize how much I don’t know.


Show me your ways, Lord,
teach me your paths.

Psalm 25:4


This question, “what do you believe” keeps coming up in my mind. 

I need to be rock solid. 

I need to know and understand well enough to teach what I have. 

Always be ready to answer those who ask about your faith. 

Learning how to just be and not do all the time has been a bit of a struggle. 

Come on, I’m sure I’m not the only one out there who at least used to completely identify their worth with what they do. 

God has redeemed me from it, but there are still fragments of my past that Jesus has to take out.


I did a lot of preparing today. 

I packed up my Mac and printer so it won’t be coming out until I come to my special place Jesus has prepared for me. 

This means during this season of transition, I will be a bit limited with what I can do in the business. 

I will be able to finish up the email marketing, I can continue to blog, and I can take some time to learn how to draw, but I won’t be able to work on any video creation until I have access to my Mac again. 

I will likely be reading the word and praying for direction while keeping my eye out for the place and a job if God wants me to go in that direction during this time.


 I have finally realized, like never before, that good thing take time, so the business will take time, and I want to allow it to grow slowly but surely. 

God has shown me what He wants me to do for marketing, and it’s not how everyone else does it, which I love. 

I also realized He put this in my heart much earlier, but I had no idea what it would look like. 

God is amazing. 

He gives me tiny glimpses of the future, and all I need to do is trust Him and step out. 

I love Abba. 

But that idea comes with much to learn, but God is faithful, and He will give me the time and grace needed to fulfill His vision. 

This brings me peace to remember it’s His vision, and I am happy to help Him, but He makes the way and brings the resources. Okie loves, I’m falling asleep. I need to start doing this in the morning.


In His service,



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