cleaned up

Today I put tons of effort into the website and barely did anything with Juice+. I didn’t even do my power hour. I know I should have, but I didn’t. I had a good day, though.

I was able to see what I was supposed to do. The pieces are beginning to fall into place.

I felt the heavyweight today, but I was tired of holding it and decided to be more aggressive with my faith.

I choose what God says about me, not anything else.

My room was a mess, and 90% of the time, that reflects my mental state, so I decided I would get myself and my room cleaned up.

I don’t have to live in a mess just because nobody is around to keep me accountable.

I do feel much better with a clean room and a shower.

I fell back into not having self-control with food again, and I felt lost. I knew fasting was supposed to bring your flesh under submission, but it worsened.

I asked God, “why?” I heard “fasting doesn’t work for you.”  It’s that idea that everybody is different and you need to listen to your own body.

To an extent, that may be true, but I think people blow that way out of proportion.

more cautious

I quickly caught on that what I heard wasn’t God. The word didn’t bear witness, nor did it align with the Bible.

At that moment, I knew I was breaking the fast before I should break the fast. I decided I would go on a fast starting midnight tonight till God says I can eat again. I will have liquids, Juice+, and one shake daily until the fast is up.

I found I need to be a bit more cautious fasting in Colorado than when I was in Florida. I get lightheaded much faster up here. Okay, lovelies, I’m tired. Sleep well.

In His service,

Abbie

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