make it make sense

The shield of faith quenches all the fiery darts of the enemy.

I’m doing something that most people would say is stupid. I don’t have a job. I have a project.

When I left my job taking care of Chummies (she’s the little one I was caring for), I asked God what He wanted me to do, and I felt that He told me to take up the Juice+ company my mom was suggesting.

So that’s what I did. In two weeks, I made $200, and now I have two more weeks to make much more than that, and I am having a heavy fear and a strong call to get a job.

I don’t make decisions out of fear.

If God wants me to get a job, He will tell me in peace.

This feeling makes me want to give up altogether.

I am trying to find a quick fix to everything. I always have. The magic bullet that will make all my dreams come true. I feel a bit lost right now. I can’t think straight.

trust not to panic

We want everything to make sense in these moments, and our brains are working overtime to make all the pieces fit, but some of the pieces are directly from God.

They are spiritual, and our natural mind can’t detect them.

It’s trust not to panic.

Faith to not look at the waves.

Our circumstances in life look like the end of us. Just rest in His arms. Rest in His love for us, knowing He fights our battles.

His yoke is easy, and His burden is light. Cast your care on Him, for He cares for you. Do not worry about tomorrow. His mercies are new every morning. He will never leave me nor forsake me. I will not let my heart be troubled.

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“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Matthew 11:28-30